092809 Monday

Lord, I suppose I have seen myself this morning in a most accurate light. I am so selfish and sinful. I would rather think of myself as righteous but I know that I am far from it. My current condition is founded on what I have done and what I am capable of doing. I am so fallen Lord. Why You would not cast me out is so confusing to me. I am nothing, yet You love me.

Father thank you for Your family. It was a good time meeting with them Sunday afternoon. We met and talked about what everyone is going through. Lord, there are so many different situations in our body. I think about Joe and Brook. They seem to come hit and miss. Joe is laid off from work. Today they are going to see about tests for their daughter to see if she needs open heart sergery. I wonder how we could surround them with Your love, so that they could see You more clearly.

You are so good to us Lord. Last night I was thinking about that at home while we were outside with the kids around the fire. You remain faithful to meet our needs. Everything good is from You. I am so grateful for the grace You give. I am already feeling the weight of this week. We are walking through this transition of seeing the business as a thing not as part of me. I need Your strong hand to guide. Lord, I want to follow You if seems most of the time. Help me to grow in faith. Guide me into all righteousness for Your names sake. Help me to lift up Your name Father.

I pray for George today. May he come into a relationship with you. Thank you for Hope and Katty. They are such a joy. Please Lord give them Your spirit when the time is right. Thank You for the leverage that You have given me to speak into both of their lives.

I love You Lord
Jason