091709 Thursday

Lord,

Thank you so much for all that you have been doing in my life. Father, I have been so busy getting AplusCleaning going that I feel that I have neglected our relationship some. Lord, help me make my bed time a priority and help me to search for you each morning. Father, you know that my desire is for you and your glory. As much as I say that I know that my heart is evil and selfish. I can not find anything inside myself to draw me to you. Lord help me to rely on you for everything. Even my desire for fellowship with you.

Thank you Lord for Your love. It has given me hope. I have trouble understanding and believing You do love me -kinda like Tina has trouble sometimes knowing that I love her. Help me with that Lord. I want to be so close to You that I understand how you feel about me. In our case it is sometimes hard for me to stay tuned into You because of all of the noise that is around me and that I create in my own head. Now Father help me to be still and dwell on You. Clear out the noise that surrounds my day. I want to focus on You.

It is so hard to stay focussed on You as I am with others. I tend to loose sight of You at the sight and presence of them. Help me to be still more and as I talk and exchange with others may You be there as well. Help me to see You. You have promised to never leave me nor forsake me. I hold to that with desperation. I so need You.

A small amount about my day Lord.

I have been setting up the business to run as a business. It has been a difficult transition. There is so much to catch up from and so much to do and figure out how to do. I have been having issues with workers, customers, and just systems. It has been fun setting it up, but I do not know if I am bringing enough in each day to live on. Give me faith that You are going to provide all my needs.