092209 Tuesday

Father,
You are so good. Sorry about sleeping in. I keep making the mistake of watching Fox news at night. Last night I ended up getting to be at 11:30. Lord, help me to control my passions and desires. Help me to do the right thing. You are so good. You have brought me into a business and have protected me through this hard economic time. I want to trust in you for more. Lord, Tina has been reading about Muller. I want that faith. I also want a dream as big as You have for me. Lord, if I am open to creating space in my heart for a dream that is big enough for you, would You give me the faith to rely on You to fulfill it and complete it? I have some small ideas.

Lord, I am so tired of the church relying on the government for its dependence. You have a cattle on a thousand hills. Money is nothing to You, yet Your people turn to welfare and the public dime to exist. We should be the ones who are lending and giving and supporting. Yet Lord I find myself in a position to have trouble giving. Help me clean up my mess that I might give to support our Family. I have faith that You are in the business of creating a way to bring Yourself glory. Lord, may I embrace Your glory in my desires and dreams.

Give me a bigger view of You. Help me see a small look at who You are and it will expand my ability to dream BIG. I ask that if I live the rest of my life as a normal person without any huge display of faith outwardly that it would be because You desire it so. Lord, I want to lift You up as a God who can be trusted completely. Give me the Dream and the Faith to complete it.

I love You Lord
Jason